本来很想写点东西的，一学期都混过来了，数着秒到了新的一年，结果发现自己好像并没有真的成熟了一些~ 自己的想法好像还是那么的幼稚，提起笔来，却发现无从下手~ 搞什么啊，gullibility... 还是多祈祷一下，接下来的两个星期不要死的太惨~ 站在"上帝"(其实就是老熊、蛤蟆、永生、海东还有铁生等一班Boss)的面前，我瑟瑟发抖...

今天天气很好的~阳光很柔和，还微微吹着凉风~ 刚才终于等到了悠悠的老公上线~他那一脸幸福的小样（估计因该是这德性吧），GRE作文应该考得不错。自己虽然心里还是有点小小的失落（自己在不久前刚作出了放弃出国的念头），但是看到他能出色的完成我未完成的事业（嘿嘿），自己心里面也是由衷的一种幸福~ 中午不吃饭了，等他下午请客：）

Why we are against the gun control Assuming we are living in a world with no conflicts and hostility, there might be no meaning in having such apparatus like knives and guns, and also there might be no meaning in living such a life, too, because Marx had assured that the conflict is the only way that leads the society’s progress. With no progress, we can do nothing but eating the wild fruits and dancing around the fire. Maybe we won’t have fire and won’t know how to dance, either, for there is no propulsion for inventing these actions（I myself is puzzling for what we can do~）. So Marx is right, there must be conflicts. But at this point someone must be wondering: Must we use guns to settle the conflict? I think the answer is: It depends. Yes, it depends a lot on the opposite side to decide in which way they will commit their crimes. We are passive because we can just make reaction. I won't execute one man for stealing a bar of bread, but still I won't fight an armed robber with scream and tear. So when the robbers are armed, I can't figure out why we should approve such an illogical proposal to control gun, leaving us waiting for the police to track down the criminal to know why they killed us and how. So long as the assumption and also the reduction are both not persuasive, maybe when we are living in a society which is not so perfect, there might be some meaning in having a gun, for that is the only way we can grasp our own chance of living within our own efforts to fight back the bandits when the crisis comes.

新的一月开始了~ 本来下定决心今天要好好看书的~ 还是我爸了解我，我又上了一下午的网~ 生活呀，像一个五彩缤纷的泡泡，什么时候快到尽头了，便也没有那迷人的美了~ 活在这迷幻的假象中，我醉生梦死~ 也许也可以叫做苟且偷生。 哈，什么时候一定要写一本愚人日记，和先生拼一拼，看看究竟谁的生活更变态一些，套用别人的一句话，若把先生气得从九泉之下跳出来臭骂我一顿，我倒也算为人民造福了~ 愚人节快乐啊！！！